Tuesday, June 06, 2006

a friend has reminded me today about someone so very important to me.
someone i've neglected for such a long time.
i realise that i find him only when i need his help.
and when he's done helping me, i forget about him.
not even taking a moment off to say thank you.
and the best part is when i need his help again, i go looking for him, pretending that all's well, just as though he lives to serve me, taking full advantage of his kindness.
everything and everyone else seems to be of greater importance when it should be the very opposite.
i'm like the baddest bad guy on earth right now.
and redemption is the last thing i deserve.
and how ironic it is that of all days, it would be today that i realise how bad i've been.

5:45 PM