just popped this disgusting fruit into my mouth. its either a lychee or longan, can't seem to identify it.

1200 messages is what it takes before my phone starts to lag. believe it or not, i actually read through every single one of them before deleting it and boy was it interesting. i've come to realise that i've got so many wonderful marvelous friends that i cannot bear to lose. some of whom i'd give my life for. some messages really made me recall all those good times. some made me recall the not-so-good times. i happen to chance upon this particular entry on esther's blog which says something bout good and bad times. how every good time you experience does not negate a bad one. that is so true. there's this paricular person whom i got to know when i first came into sr and became really really good friends with and i've realise that our friendship has deteoriated soo much. i can't remember when or how exactly did this decaying process begin but as i read through the messages i found it rather depressing. i think we've gone out like ten times ten to the power of ten times altogether and now we're like one of those hi-bye friends. that's not good. not good i say. i shall do something bout this.
there was another thing that struck me. all these while i had the impression that i've known this other person for a really long time. but when i was scanning through the messages i realised we've known each other for only 2 months plus. and all this while i thought its been like ages. now, how did that happen. did time really pass that slow? or was it just me? i have no idea. its not a bad thing actually.

the fruit. its a lychee. and its not that disgusting. the first one tasted nasty coz i bit the seed.