just received a mail from NUS regarding enrollment into special term. i know it's gonna be beneficial for me but somehow i just wanna go in with the rest. amazing how i'm willing to forgo early graduation for friends. perhaps i'll change my mind in the weeks ahead. we'll see.

two things in mind that i really wish God would grant. these are not superficial stuff. they are things that will affect me in the years to come. but i'm not greedy, i'm only human. i guess i'm old enough to know that turning back time to make changes is impossible. any amendments to my life has to take place right here, right now. but i lack wisdom.